We Pledge Ourselves As Retards, For Life.

I mentioned I like long bus rides right? Like looking at surroundings, people and it kinda sets me thinking. And yesterday on my bus ride home from prawning at bishan, guess what? I was actually really surprised or sad? I saw like around 5 funerals altogether on my way home. Its like damn saddening la. Then how hard I hoped that, nothing of such would ever happen to any of my family members. I am never prepared for anyone of them to leave me and I really cannot imagine what will happen. Most importantly is that I haven enough done for them like never la.

And you know some people know that even in sad movies, I wouldn't cry over sad endings in the boy-gal love love relationship, but I actually get affected over those sad family endings. haha!

Sometimes I really dont know how to express to my family, father mother & sister, that I really love them alot.

What I do is to stay at home like as much as possible, even just having meals with them, watching tv together or talking to them. That's what I believe every parent wants from their child. And fyi actually I really love staying at home with them.

But one time, I saw something depressing which I haven got a chance to blog about. The son actually shunned their parents after giving him a lift to school. God knows why. Maybe being afraid of letting his friends know who his parents are or maybe afraid of letting his friends know he is some mama's boy. Like wtf la seriously.

Think of the pain your mother endured breastfeeding you when you're young, the number of times visiting the hospital for regular check-ups when you're still nowhere in this world, the embarrassment your parents have to face in front of the crowd when you yelled and cried like a pussy when you're still a baby. And now thats what your parents get?

I admit sometimes I myself am rude and stubborn towards my parents sometimes. But I'm constantly reminding myself now not to. Especially after reading zhixian's post about her grandma on tumblr. I realised how much kinship matters.

And from today onwards I will try to be a better son and brother in my family.

And for my mum,

I may be stubborn and rude, but I always love you

Happy mother's day.

(wah smlj I couldn't believe I just typed all these)

-bob-