ok I seriously don't know much about PBA and Im going into the examination hall in that way
fear, nervous, whatever... wah damn damn damn scared.. feel like crying sial
i studied.. but last minute la but still i dun understand..
I seriously think i will fail it..
but i dunno why they say i just need 20 marks to pass.. no idea
but the problem is, can i even get 20 marks...
whatever.. very very very very scared.. after tomoro exams gonna be over..
urgh but how will i have the mood to celebrate..
may everyone bless and pray for me to pass it man..
Im so so so dead..

btw its the same tree, same sky, same rainbow but why is it two different colour tones? hmm



well, recent weather has been rather gloomy, rainy days, cold weather...
but of cause rain is needed for rainbows to be seen..

and yea, rainbow spotted when i was taking a break from watching tv after an emo day in sch
a happy sight? good sign?
actually its my first time seeing such a big rainbow..

and hopefully the rainbow is a good sign for everything..
mainly, my results.. damned.. i don't want to fail anything..
i mean who wants to fail anything..
flung poa totally.. i think
sadsadsadsadsad... hope a miracle can happen again like last sem
failed bstats from start till end and a 'suppose to fail final exam' but suprisingly, i passed..
didn't know how that happened...
whatever is it, just hope everyone can pass all our exams:)
rainbow rainbow, please help us.. haha lame:)

and a random thought,
i remembered watching some tv show when i was young...
and interestingly, really wonder what's at the end of the rainbow??
where does the rainbow start forming from??
and how does the end of the rainbow looks like?

ok one paper down, three more to go...
pretty ok i guess?
BMGT paper tmr, but im not studying.. well done..
the brain memorising function seemed to have max-ed after the maec paper...
no matter what, just chiong alr la...
:)

damned.. Im seriously worried for my maec..
i thought maec is pretty fine, but who knows,
when i open up the pass year exam paper or whatever you call it,
I'm stunned by the first question..
What on earth is the question taking about..
seems like some foreign language to me..

seriously, i will be dead and gone when the actual paper comes...

Hey happen to talk to my good sec school friend.. and he freaking show this video of himself to me..disgrace to guys and montfort. PLS see this. THis is the gay-est, most disgusting , kiam pa video u will ever seen. If anyone feel stress, see this video i confirm you will smash ur computer screen.
Study hard retards
love you gf!

Hey people! Exam period dam stress! However... today i went out to cut my hair and played pool with my montfort secondary friends! Had alot of fun but dam dam stress now. Bob dont so stress la scaring me sia. All the best retards! Miss you gf!



My action (of missing Charissa)

wah exams!!!
yea studying.. but not in the full speed kind of studying yet..
studying at home seems to be more productive than studying out..
but equally studying at home have many distractions especially when u have food, tv, bed, laptop etc..
and studying out, tend to talk, go walk walk, see things, this and that..

and anw something serious here man..
a guy named jordan.. from my secondary sch, dunearn sec and now (or maybe not now), in ngee ann poly also, died recently..
damn saddening..
http://tnp.sg/news/story/0,4136,193203,00.html?
died of a blood clot in his brain.. read the article..
i received those typical chain mail last week i think from dunearn alumni thing?
asking ppl to donate B+ and O blood.. at then i didnt recognise him yet
until when i see the article just now..
well i dun know him but have seen him before last time back in dunearn...

wah life can really be vulnerable yea?
before you know it, there you go..
so try to live life to the fullest..
and wah lan.. so stress for wad sial..
everyone should enjoy life man.. seriously singaporeans ah..
nothing to say.. because of the singaporeans ah, we have to live in this fast paced country..
sigh sigh sigh.. whatever

anw to jordan, although i dun really know you, but RIP

Happy Valentine Girlfriend :) This are are the pics we took on valentine! Thank you for everything althought ur presents abit... abit only but dam cute ok :) Love you charrisa lin!


Love!

Rihanna looks damn pretty in this picture..
In this picture only.. I don't know why also
Well sunday=family day
True indeed a great day spent with my family..
Just that bryan came over jurong for something so accompanied him a bit

Headed to suntec for the travelling thing with my family.. some promotion shit..
Planning on a holiday during June..
I guess the recession, more or less effected the spending power
The prices for the air tickets and all are quite expensive i would say..
On quite a number of occasions, i overhear people discussing over the economy
Saying things like :"Wah very expensive leh!! Economy very bad ah.. aiyo.. like that how to go"
And true enough, i see many people just asking for prices and not booking the trip

But i guess for us teenagers, we still don't feel the recession..
I still spend as much money as before or even more than ever
I think i seriously need to save up already..
Saving for my dream car, dream house, marriage, studies and all..
And also hopefully one day, I can bring my family overseas, with my own money
I love travelling sial.. Maybe should really consider being an air steward:)


just that, bryan came over to jurong for something so, accompanied him a while

Happy 20th Birthday Girlfriend!!!!!

Celebrated Gf's bday today... totally failure in my surprise. First i was finding a place that i wanted to surprise her at, then i took like 15mins and i cant find a bloody place then finally choose some random exercising corner. So i hide the mini cooper remote car with the present tied to it in some bushes.

OK so she came and i gave her the present( suppose to be the necklace but it was the remote control), then she open it then she was like wth alr haha. Then i asked her to try pressing to see whether the car will move out. Then after pressing for like 24.78 seconds.. i realise i forget to on the freaking car...that one not the worst. i asked her to close her eyes then i went to on it,then once again... she tried pressing but this time the car bloody hell stuck at the bushes. Finally i just put the car behind her and finally "surprising" her.

OK thats the )(%@& part but the rest of the days was great! Post the photos when i get them. ok i talking too much alr. Happy birthday gf!! Meet up soon ah retards!

Love you gf!

haha well happy valentine's day
wishing all the couples and SINGLES also.. aha
singles cannot celebrate valentine's day meh? can! ahha

well, most couples should be planning what to do tomoro, preparing gifts and all...
one thing bad about poly, they dun celebrate valentine's day
unlike in secondary sch..
there are gifts prepared by the student leaders and all, which we can dedicate to bla bla bla from bla bla bla class..
i remembered there was this test tube thingy ahha.. whatever
super fun.. also it will be damn crowded, with music and all.. i still remember.
even classmates or friends bring chocalates to share and give others...

haha well, for me tomoro, shall spend my day online with dear francis! hahaha
no la.. should be going out.. who knows i will bump into which couple haha..
ok man, bye!

Tagged by Luqman.

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1. Who's the person who tagged you?
erm luq? like obviously.

2. Relationship between you and her?
erm i think its a him.. haha or am i supposed to change it? whatever. erm a good friend?

3. 5 impresions of her?
1. Malay.
2. Good friend.
3. very lame
4. talk cock king
5. botak

4. If she become your enemy you will?
ok i think i really should change to him myself. haha erm i guess those who know me will know what i usually do when i see enemies:) but i dun think will la towards MY FRIENDS.

5. What will you say to the person you like very much?
I love you<3 others shall leave it unsaid.

6. A characteristic i like about myself?
like ah? erm i would say that i dunno how to say "no". i guess its true most of the time?

7. A characteristic i hate about myself?
hahahha.. alot sial. guai lan, attitude, gangster, diao ppl, vulgar, procratinating bla bla bla.... wah am i that bad?

8. For the person whom u hate, u say?
i dun usually say anything.. i stare at them.

9. What do u feel abt urself?
never content with whatever i have or am.

10. Your crush?
do u think i will say.. but many know alr la.. so shhh... cos dunno whether she will read my blog

11. Most ideal person u wanna be?
no one is... everyone has their weaknesses and shortcomings.. so the ans is myself:) haha

Pass this one to 10 ppl:
(erm does these 10 have to own a blog? cos looooook at my friend's list. less than 1o. hack la. in no specific order)
1. Noel (pls do back here and charissa u do with noel la)
2. Brenda
3. Guowei
4. Gracia
5. Joash
6. Sharon
7. Bryan
8. Wilson (hahha u do on ur blog!!! u say u want to update ur long lost blog.. so this is the chance)
9. To my crush:) ahaha
10. Whoever is reading this.. be it i know you or not.. and to anonymous, u can do this to:)

13. If 5 and 7 were together?
hahaha.. cannot be la.. crazy

14. Who does 5 like?
erm.... haha very good question.

15. What colour does 9 like?
hahahahhaha....

16. Say something to 8.
haha wilson.. thanks for being a good friend since sec sch.. appreciate it.. MR M!!! JAWS ROCK!

17. Who is 2?
Miss avengers.. haha retard queen.. mee goreng. taskes. blur queen. sense of direction fail. eugene gf. what else? aiya dunno la

18. Talk abt 3.
He is called guowei, go away, jiaowei, kuku, still got what? ahha talk cock king another one. good friend in poly. fellow jurong-er. single but available i guess? on sale now.. lelong lelong $1. jk

19. Who is 10's best friend?
hahaha i dunno.. you have to tell me.
But to anon, i know!! the shit in my toilet bowl.

20. Whose the sexiest among the 10?
of cos no 9 la.. haha jk la.. everyone of my friend is sexy, handsome, hot, pretty, beautiful.

21. What color does 4 like?
wah lan alot leh.. but i know she told me she loves bright colours. am i right?

22.Is 4 single?
Haha nope. attached to superman

23.ur relationship with 1?
haha that hougang.. that gay ass.. haha our relationship ah? eeuuuuu say leh?

24.Are 5 and 6 best friends?
Haha, friends la.. but not best friend hahaha

25. 9's nickname?
erm hahaha. i know la.

26. 7'surname?
bay. angkong bay. agnes bay

27. Say something to 4.
haha i think i wrote on ur back during lms haha. nice knowing you since last yr.. and really good to know you.

28. Say something to help 10.
haha erm.. good to know u and perhaps u might wanna leave a tag? haha
to anon. eat my shit. seirously, it will benefit u.

29. Who does 1 admire?
heheheheh... noel scared right..scared i say out right?
haha relax la charissa. he admire my ass

30. Where does 8 live?
bukit timah. hillside

31. Among 10 of them who u like?
9. duh.. but as friends, everyone else. of course except for anon

32. Say smth to 6 when u see her.
hahahaha... eh u today so early ah??!! hahahahah

33.10's spouse?
i dunno.. u have to tell me.. haha



ok done.. well done luqman.. thanks for asking me to do this.. i dun need study alr la..
GREAT!!! hahaha

Happy 5th month Girlfriend!
My 5th rose for you and your 5th present for me :)
Thx for the pink shoe lace haha got my name somemore! As in one shoe lace spammed with my name haha so cute la but abit hard to wear with my shoes :)
After dss paper me and char went around to find for our peranakan stall, we walked for like 30mins and we gave up finding that bloody stall. In the end we ate at kfc! grow fat tgt :)

damned.. exams are around the corner and i have barely started..
well DSS final test tmr and haven really touched on it..
gonna go lay my hands on that excel again after this

okay basically on friday, after sch, i remembered going to play risk with gw, gracia, sharon, melvin... erm i cant remember the last person.. remembered there was 5 ppl in the game
well nvm, pretty fun, i feel.. haha really quite an exciting game haha
then head to town with wilson and joash..
dined at fish&co which waited 25 min for this swordfish thingy.. haha
chit chat and stuffs..
shopped a bit after that
haha and yea we bought a 2xist underwear each... haha lame shit
headed to dempsey as town is boring shit haha..
intended to have ice-cream but cramped like sardine
so we settled down at dome.. haha continued chit chatting..
abit gay for 3 guys to chit chat right? ahha but pretty much for us to talk about on certain topics
headed home soon after

then on yesterday, rotted at home for the whole afternoon, which i intend to study but as usual, i didnt
went for dinner with my family at turf club
i realise i have to spend more time with my family..
after dinner, went to wilson's place for a stayover with anthony, joash, shihan haha
freaking 5 ppl in one room..
went to play pool first then, supper-ed and we cabbed back to his place..
haha and with 5 guys in a room, we did some nonsense shit hahahaha
lame.. shall keep whatever that happened a secret..
may ur imaginations go wild...
haha slept at 6??


got my ass off the bed at 12? around there...
and headed home..
continued sleeping all the way til 6 hahaha
didnt study at all.. crap.
accompanied parents for a movie and followed by some tv shows haha..
always feel good after spending some time with family.. but of course its never enough..
guess this is called family warmth? hahaha


well gonna study for DSS..
DSS have gone pretty ok so far..
might be expecting a good grade, hopefully..

YEAH MAN!!!!
officially project over today....
damn lame lo..
had IAC presentation today..
was pretty ok...
but something damn embarrasing happened today...
well, as i present, present, present...
suddenly i dunno why, I ZAO XIA!!!
wah!!! damn embarrasing.. its really to the max those kind
i remember the word is appreciate and i go appreciaatttteee...
get the drift?
wah damn xia suay!!
the whole class was laughing and i swear this is by far one of the most embarrasing thing that had happened to me...
thank god, only gracia was there...
and not all the retards...
haha if not im gonna be their laughing stock...

Freaking funny video cats seriously retarded haha.
Taken from Gf. Enjoy

guess everyone is chiong-ing their dss, pba now..
deadline due on sunday...
well after this deadline, the 2 presentations on tuesday.. sian
then wed iac presentation...
after that perhaps, we can take a few days break before another period of mugging for final exam




apart from the stress from sch,
went town first to meet anthony, then dunno why headed to plaza sing
met wilson... dined at carls junior
totally no idea to go anywhere after that.. getting sick of town
then that willy say wanaa go play bowling...
haha headed to safra.. damn ex la.. 4.10 per game plus 1$ for shoe..
well pretty fun cos like dunno how many years never play bowling alr
headed home after that...




haha a video of us playing bowling... noob shits



haha well, wilson send me something old school haha
sec sch prom night
lame la... hahaha
remembering joash hair, my make up "look-alike" cum coloured contacts
lame lo... haha
look at that wilson that cb face ahha

ok bye bye